grinch

im having a terrible night. devin went out with his friend to the bars. ugh yay. so im here all alone going over scenarios in my head. it really hurts. im listening to city and colour because it makesme that good kind of sad. the one where it feels good to have your heart ripped open. everytime i get that feeling life is getting hard.
i start my outpatient treatment in a few weeks. im hoping to get on suboxin so i can stop doing heroin. it was completely ruined my life.i destroyed my lungs completely, im on 2 inhalers and 3 medications now.



merry christmas..

heres a photo from the work christmas party. ill probably lose my job now too